two strikes and...

devastating news i got today. i have been denied again for my pr adjustment process. for those who know me, i have been waiting for this piece of my life puzzle for a relatively long time.

the main reason was because i failed to register nseers.

what i feel: disappointed, a little numb, and somewhat sad.
how do i cope: so far, i slept a little bit because i felt really tired. but now i'm wide awake at 2.30am
what's next: i got two strikes now, not out yet, but my last resort is to appeal to a judge

and the funny thing is, i made up my mind that i want to become a vegetarian. well, at least i'm not gonna eat meat. but im still gonna eat eggs, cheese, and cookies. maybe a lot more cookies now.