somewhere only i know

people say by the age of 30 a man should be able to accept himself just as he is. that means i have 3 more years to lie to myself. lie that someday i would be that guy who just won $149 million lottery jackpot with only .78 cents left in his saving account last week.

amazing aint it!? soso, i just tought i need to share that.

anyway, im on a mission to redecorate my condo. this is unbelievable! the price of houses here are skyrocketting! thats good, coz mine is paid for! but, it makes you kinda feel, "is this for real?" this price went up double in the last 5 years. however, it took 15 years before to double its price. i just hope this bubble doesnt ever go POP!~

its almost 4 am, i just finished throwing out some of the books i dont want to even look at it anymow... can you tell im a morning person?

see, awake in these wee hours would make you ponder upon why you should exist in this world? is it true that the only reason for us being here is to procreate and continue this misery jinx to our next generation? or to serve our almighty creator and expand this message circle of hope to others so that they may live? either way its very simple aint it? i need some sleep... better yet oreo white fudge..

...; but the greatest of these is love. 1cor13